Tears Refresh Like Rain

Sometimes, I feel dry or cold. I feel unable to be emotional and vulnerable even when I am all alone. I have often asked God to allow me to just be able to break down and cry and enter that state of total desperation before the Lord. Today, after about three of the most challenging weeks of my life, God blessed me with the ability to be able to cry. I know this post probably seems strange and absurd, but I am so thankful for tears today. It is almost as if my soul was a parched land that so desperately needed a rainfall from my eyes. Though I am still weak, I feel very blessed to have had a good cry this morning as I poured out my soul to God.

I hope this is a breakthrough.